Lisa Gawlas – Ego Will vs Divine Will : The Molting Period Of Becoming Fully Awake! – 26 June 2012

I was awoken three times last night by Jorge.  Very much like in one of the meditations I had several weeks ago…. he was shaking the ba-jesus out of me saying, quite loudly “Aware is not Awake.”  He repeated that line until I actually woke up from sleep.  The first time, exactly midnight.  I got up and went to the bathroom and felt wide awake (not tired at all) but there is no way I am getting up at midnight.  I went back to sleep.  At 1:30am, once again, he is shaking the ba-jesus out of me saying “Aware is not awake.”   I felt like there was so much more information surrounding this both times, but I could not retain it.  Once again, I felt wide awake and actually thought about getting up for the day, but declined.  I have three readings on my schedule and I will be worthless if I got up now.  The last time he did this, at 3:45am I actually got up.