When I first started this path my bible, that which I read front to back and refered to over and over again was the book written by Michael Talbot called The Holographic Universe. It was quite heady, filled with quantum science information that made my eyes and mind blur… yet, I was digesting it like I understood it.
The hologram: A hologram is made by bathing a 3-dimensional object in the powerful beam of laser light. Light waves reflected from the object form a pattern which is recorded on special holographic plate. When this is developed and light is shone onto it, the original object is recreated as fully three-dimensional image. (Taken from: http://www.holograms.bc.ca/home2.htm)
The book, and many others (including myself now that I understand us.. still don’t understand science, but I do us!) believe the entirety of the life we live is but a hologram.
Each one of us being that 3-dimensional object. So not only are we a hologram… we are a hologram creating holograms we call “life” as we go. The Light in which we are creating with is what I refer to as our Soul, or Higher Self (one in the same in my world.)
What brings this holographic field to life…? Passion!
What is passion: any powerful or compelling emotion or feeling, as love or hate. (from dictionary.com)
If we can simply change the word hate into fear (they are the same energy, all hate is derived directly from fear.)
The Magnetic field in which we live. Like ALWAYS attracts like! All-Ways. Magnets are like that. Our Light field (and lack of light field) attract to us that which we are purely passionate about. Yes, even , no, especially what we are afraid of. (See my sharing on Unconditional Love…. same exact thing here.)
The ONLY way to enhance your magnetic field of attraction is from the inside out… never from the outside in. This is why I am such a proponent of meditation. It is a direct link to your entire vibratory world, your soul, and if you really really want to change what is in your life, you must change what is in your magnetic field… your passion. Removing any passionate fear within.
So with all of that said (and I pray, understood) lets look at what is really happening today. In this time, and how it is happening so quickly.
I will start with yesterday and work backwords from there (I think it will keep this sharing shorter that way…smile.)
I woke up with my neck feeling like it was in a neck brace. It hurt and was stiff. The moment I asked my neck whats up, it told me the medulla Oblongata was being overhauled in my sleep. Yay!
As I woke up got my coffee and sat down I decided to try and catch up on some emails. (I am so sorry to be such an unreliable email person these days) Each email started a fury of pain in my head. Holy Freakin Cow Batman.
By the time I replied to the third person, I couldn’t bare the pain in my head any longer. Thinking actually was hurting like hell. I canceled my first appointment for the day and went into the bath. I had 4 more appointments on my calendar.
The moment I slipped into my bath, the pain subsided and Life came alive. I could see the backyard as if someone propped me in a chair and placed me outside.
The Guardians, the Field itself told me the 7th dimensional portal is now fully activated and ready for use. Really? What does that mean!!??
It means, everything in my brainwaves changed to reflect the energy that is now available to us. ….really??
And then I had seen a bear standing (yes on it’s hind two legs) at the Mesa Cliff, directly across from where I set a log to sit upon at the River…. also where I had seen the Golden Door. The door was no longer golden but wooden now.
From what I am understanding at this moment, when I see colors in the field, they are there for integration. Once integrated (into the human they appear for) they no longer need to be an outward display and become something tangible in the field of our creation (I had no idea about that!!)
My eyes were fixed on that bear… I knew him. When I made my first journey here to New Mexico in 2010 I did it as a long camping trip. I pupped my tent for the first time in the area of Chimney Rock, North Carolina and as I laid down to sleep that first night I could feel the presence of a bear outside my little two man flimsy tent. I actually got scared. Then he sent me a telepathic communication that said he will stand guard over me so no harm ever comes to me. I assumed he meant while I was camping. I was grateful.
I knew it was the same bear standing at the cave door.
I knew I had another reading scheduled soon so I made my way back into my bath (smile.) and I heard the field tell me… don’t call anyone, you cannot take in any more energy for today. Are you crazy?? Of course I will call, even if it is to reschedule. The only time I will ever be non-verbal about what is happening is when my cell signal is off…
Funny, as soon as I re-oriented myself within my bath, my head hurt even more than when I went in…. to the point my stomach was super nauseated.
I called my 9am appointment, I could feel the slightest of pressure on my head talking to her, but nothing really bad. She so understood and was feeling the disorientation of the energies herself.
I couldn’t do a thing… the pain intensified in my brain like nothing I have ever felt before. It was the whole brain. Felt very much like an electrical explosion and was starting to radiate down my spine.
I am a tough cookie tho… I knew there is something happening within that I didn’t want to disrupt.
It was my 10am appointment that crippled me into the most super clarity I have ever had!
I called him, explained my position of pain and need to reschedule. He was having a moment tho.. I had to listen. I felt his frustration to my core. The more he talked I could see, for the first time ever ever ever… his stream of energy entering me thru my crown chakra. The more he talked, the more he filled my crown with his energy. As the energy moved into me… the pain in my head was exploding in me. The back of my head felt like a walnut about to burst it’s seam. Literally. We rescheduled because I simply could not bear one more word… one more ounce of energy.
Fortunately I had a nice long 4 hour gap between his and my next appointments. Back to the bath I went.
The pain once again went away and the field ignited in detail! Phew baby!!
I have no clue in what order any of this transpired and really it doesn’t matter for this sharing. The bear was once again in my energy field. So was the doorway into the Mesa Cliff. Only… the doorknob was now on the opposite side. For the first many times I had seen it, the doorknob was always on the right )spiritual side) this time, as it is wooden instead of golden… it was now on the left (physical life side). And he opened it!! I was (still am) so excited. I went zooming into the open door, thanking the bear of course… and was instantly confused.
I was literally at the base of the Mesa Cliff, it was dark and dirty in there. Not a cave at all. I was standing in what I can only discribe as Medusa’s hair. Wormy looking things everywhere. Nothing moved. There was no light in there, except my own, which allowed me to see… but truly… not understanding at all.
So I came back out and wondered… what the hell??
And then a fury of energy blasted up thru me and I could see what I refer to as my backyard… “the tree of knowledge” which I oddly understood as man…. moving into “the cave of creation” which I understood as woman.
I think they were having sex… if a tree (looked just like a tree) could actually have sex… penetration… with a cave (looked just like a cave to me) then indeed…. they were!
The moment they (the tree and cave) were done doing whatever they were doing… a burst of light appeared in the yard just behind them… a white/gold burst. Thru it… people came plopping out. Real people. It reminded me so much of the TV show Sliders.
I started to understand we have opened a true amazing portel. But also, my understanding went much further than that. Much further.
On occasion I am given particular date lines for the clients I am reading. Most are personal to the client… some are global. The date lines given are always a portal of energy in which to travel thru. (Meditation is key here, if you don’t have your spiritual eyes / heart really tuned into the energy portal, it is soooo easy to miss.) Not everything is as obvious as it seems. (smile, wink)
But the true wonder of this entire day came after the meditation series was done. It is funny, I spent 4 hours in the bath (in two separate sessions) pain free. Back fully in my body…. ouchies to the 100th degree. I raised the white flag and ate Ibuprofen. What a blessing to my head!!
I really had to ponder what transpired with my 10am appointment.
I have done readings for 10 years, I never analysed how I do them… I just do. It has become as natural a thing to do as breathing. How often do we really stop and wonder how our lungs, nose and mouth work together?
Well…. let me tell you!!!! The Holographic Universe in realtime!!
When I am connected to you especially on the phone… I am literally breathing in your soul energy into my crown. It couples with my own pineal gland, radiates the now fused light to my visual cortex (at the back of my head) and emits thru my heart… that “special plate” that is needed to create the hologram.
The matching plate of my heart is what I refer to as my backyard. The field here is an exact vibratory match for m heart and the magnetic’s are so incredibly strong and aligned that we – TOGETHER – have broken ground to the New World. WE are creating it with each breath of connection.
One of the biggest questions I have had for a while was how on earth is this happening so fast. I have played in the field of human energy for 11 years… and 9 of those 11 years was so consistent. Our human energy field was pretty much unchanged. Subtle details started to emerge in some people, but far from all… and then it felt like someone dumped mass amounts of miracle grow on the human field of energy.
I personally went back to whence I came… that which started all that I do and am able to see now. I started doing readings again. Getting out of the entanglement of human drama/trauma (from my massage table) and connecting directly (tho I had no clue about any of this til yesterday) with the Light of your Soul and together… we birthed it all into creation. It became so REAL to all of us.
The Passion of our Soul became the new living Hologram of life.
Yesterday, before I surrendered and took a bath, I had a blog page open and all I could hear to write about was the title “The Passion of the Christ.”
That will be my next sharing (later today or tomorrow)… and I will do it from my Living Shambhala site.
I do want to end this sharing with this fact. It is not enough to know all of this exists… even when it is your combined soul energy we are creating with. YOU must ingest the fullness of it as your energy, as the full expression of your life.
I have put together what I am simply calling The New Moon Special. A fully infused reading with 3 follow up classes. It is not enough to simply see yourself in the field… you must infuse it all into your DNA. Meditation and good naviagational skills (within) are key. I am handing you your own key via this series. …and in turn, you really do give me my key, as well as others thru the sharings.
Together… we have brithed Heaven into the field of Matter. Now we simply need to learn how to Live Fully and Consciously here…together!!
Together, we are One!!
((((HUGZ))))) filled with thunder and lightening… codes exploding into Life!!