Life really is stirring up the pot, isn’t it? The end game is here and vivid in our emotional fields. I think for me, this end stage.. the completion of the death process happened several days ago when I was doing my “doors” meditation. First of all, my meditations no longer work the way they always have. If I close my eyes and try to center, I go no where fast. If I am just sitting with an intention, it unfolds right before my eyes. No big deal really, or one would think it should be no big deal, especially since this is the way I do my readings, but to me, it is a big deal. My one constant on this crazy path is no longer constant. It changed. This actually kicked up a bit of frustration and sadness within me. Continue reading →