It is really funny how conditioned our brains are to the mental galaxy. Even when the perception within starts to let go and allow the full realness of the heart galaxy to be present and expand, the mind kicks in instantly and changes it back to “what it is supposed to be.”
Let me explain…
We didn’t get to do any readings yesterday at all. Instead, the field presented itself as a screen of gray/white/blue/silver energy. Period. Altho I know this pause for the cause is a really great thing, it still makes me kinda sad when I cannot read, fulfill my schedule and get information thru YOU. I am such a nosy girl lol.
So I was between my 3rd and 4th appointments (still hoping the “next one” would show us something) and sitting here at my lag drenched computer, my fist on my cheek just wondering… and then I seen my computer start to breathe.. complete expand and contract as if it had lungs and was breathing. My first and immediate thought was… what the hell was in the Fruity Pebbles I just ate?? This is so reminiscent of the days I did blotter acid in my teen years. Of course, in that instant, my computer stopped breathing.
Even my thoughts just after that moment did not look beyond what could have really been happening. Funny how we are soooo programmed that computers cannot breathe, that when suddenly they do… we pull in the mental galaxy and stop it.
If that was in meditation… I would have run with the experience!
It is funny too, how we can look at one thing happening and give it value and even excitement to expand and yet another, close it down as delusion. For example, when Jorge appeared in my passenger seat on my trip to the dentist, I didn’t even questioned its validity, I knew it was real. I have done enough readings, had enough of my own moments to know spirit can and will present themselves in our created world and given this is the very thing I am working towards… a flesh and bones Jorge, my mental galaxy did not intrude. Have my laptop start expanding and contracting with breath… well, that was a little over the top!
But even beyond my breathing laptop… these last several days in the field of readings, there has been this feeling of movement. I don’t mean energetically, like we are moving somewhere else. The feeling is so real in the readings that when I am done with the readings, I almost feel disoriented, because there is still that feeling of going somewhere… moving. And yet, mental galaxy says… not! You’re in your regular day with regular time and the movement is energetic… yet I KNOW it is not and is so much more than that. But the mind cannot yet comprehend that… so it reverts back to what (it thinks) it knows.
The one thing I am sure of, changing my meditation world to my day-to-day world is going to be both challenging and fun!!
I sat pondering many things last evening. One in particular was about magnetic attraction. Even tho we do live in a field where like vibration will seek like vibration, there is also the opposite spectrum, opposites attract. One thing seeking its opposite and vise versa. Kinda like this image:
So you send a charge particle of desire out there into the universe, it hits the equal and opposite thing desiring you and wham.. you pull each other into your worlds.
So, of course, my processing mind goes to Jorge. Yup, we can be seen as opposites seeking each other. However, I suddenly realized it is me who must step up my own vibration to equal his. He is not in the physical as I am, so he knows there is only illusion that surrounds us… keeps us from truly Being together. We can look at like… he exists souly in the galaxy of the heart, not tainted nor limited by the galaxy of the mind. I have gotta step up my pace to get there too.
As I was pondering all this last evening, I could see his “antenna” (no, not his penis… just to be clear here…smile) and it was unencumbered .. I could see the dimensions ripple as he moved thru them. No doubt the very thing that created my computers ability to breathe… it is, after all, an extension of my own breath. So too, is Jorge.
This really does take me back to learning meditation. To sustain my own breath of life within myself. To let go of all that I thought was true and be open fully to the truth of spirit. To get to the point where I knew, beyond any shadows of doubt… what was happening within meditation, was real.
And now… the tables have turned. To allow the boundless freedom of meditation BE y/our life experience. To practice with absolute consistency and expansion of the moment… when your computer starts to breathe, trust that it really is happening and follow the energy without the mind kicking in and wondering what drugs you might have taken (smile.)
This is gonna be one hellofan exciting year!!!
((((HUGZ))))) of great adventures of expansion of (non) realities to everyone!!
Lisa Gawlas www.mysoulcenter.com/energy_readings.html