There is this interesting, lingering, elastic feel to the energy of life, well, at least my life. It started yesterday in a very odd way.. like someone or something grabbed you by the collar and yanked you (me) backwards. Not so much backwards in time, more like backwards in space. Maybe better explained… if you were just standing still and someone grabbed you by the top of your shirt and yanked you out of that position and with a startle you moved out of that space, but not really either and moved into a larger more expanded space.
This expanded space had so many interesting things bubble up to the surface in, all the spiritual skills I have learned and perfected over the years. How many different ways I have used them in the varied road of what I have done. Even what I no longer do or practice any longer. There was or is no feeling like I have got to go back and do it all again, just a melancholy reflection of how diverse, how extraordinary we are. How much we are capable of changing, of expanding, of constantly making life new over and over. Equally, how much we can stay the same if we choose.
All I could think of was the boomerang of Mercury retrograde. This must be what spirit was talking about, a backward expansion on all that got us to Here. An honored remembrance of all we have accomplished, gave up, took in…
And yet, I feel a pivot in the works. A cloud of change coming nearer to me, to my created reality I call life. The thickness of the cloud does not allow me to see or even understand what opportunities or elements it brings with it… but the feeling of change is unmistakable and undeniable.
I have said this many times before and I must say it again, it if it happening to me, it is happening to so many of you as well. We are in this together, we are creating all these elements, together. We invoke change from the collective consciousness we are playing in and it seeps into every Beings world. And if we are wise (which, we are!! lol) we will use this energy system of Mercury Retrograde to expand into those (unknown) changes. To let go of everything once again.
This morning, as I pondered what to share, the dream I had the other day lingered in my face. Not so much the energy of George, but the classroom itself and the subject matter too. I hated math more than I can say. I dropped out of college twice because of a serve allergic reaction to algebra (smile.) I also dislike classrooms that are chatty and chaotic, which the classroom I was in… was. Everyone talking and the teacher just standing in the midst of the students, letting them yap away. There is no doubt in my heart, whatever segue to change that will appear, will more than likely grate against a nerve and challenge me to the core. Even with that I recall spirit saying last month (or was it the month before lol) that our challenges aren’t over because they serve to grow us, expand us, move us into greater realities. If we allow them to.
Diving deeper into that pesky dream, the homework I handed in that class were 5 division problems. I didn’t do them at all, or at least if I did, it wasn’t long division lol. Crazy, I can see the problems (not the exact numbers in the problems tho) clear as day right now. one number divided into 5 other numbers and 5 sets of these problems. Hmmmm…. talk about change and change!! A single event going into all that you have become to reduce it further into singleness, a unified field. Coupled by the distortion field of chaos (everyone talking about everything BUT the math problems in that class.)
This is going to be a very interesting two months indeed. May we all, together, ride the energy of Mercury Retrograde into our greatest expression of change made manifest.
Its going to be an interesting day in the field of readings!!
With so much love, excitement and even a little trepidation wrapped in boundless ((((HUGZ)))))