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Visionkeeper – At A Snail’s Pace – 11 March 2012

I couldn’t sleep again and lay in bed as my mind whirled on, incessantly jumping from one topic to the next, each thought screaming that it was very important and I should get up and write it down before I forget. This is exactly the same thing that happens when I try to meditate. Ego has learned my weaknesses and knows if it points out I may forget something it deems of great importance, I will stir and search for a pen and paper. It gets me every time, no matter how hard I try to resist. This morning as I lay there, I just kept watching the snowfall outside the window, almost as a way to try to hypnotize myself so I would stay put beneath the covers and fall back to sleep again. It didn’t work and in came the thoughts shouting, marching through my gray matter like little soldiers. I give up! Three A.M. rise and shine! Continue reading